Already missing ZTA...
Last year, the Gamma Upsilon Chapter closed. This was my chapter, it was my life. For the longest time I was extremely bitter and hurt that Nationals would do that to there own sisters, but as time has passed I understand why our chapter had to close. Most of my sister moved into the same apartment complex, I did not becuase I pay for everything on my own, and there was no way I could afford it. Since may I have only seen and talked to two of my sisters on a regular basis. I feel so disconnected. I work two jobs, and school is a priority. I cant go to alum meetings because I work and have class on those nights. I dont understand how I can have som many sisters, yet feel so alone at the same time. i want to get invovled in the alum world and i just dont know how. ZTA has meant everything to me, the person that I have become , the mistakes I have made and the decisions I have chosen are all because of Zeta. It holds a big part of my heart. I just wanted to say to all of my sisters, the ones I know, and the one I dont that I love you all, because ZTA has saved me in more ways that one. No matter how sad I get, (this is going to sound cheesy) but I look at our crest and remember all that I learned and I know everything is going to be alright.
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